I think the stress is finally getting to me. Up until now it's been just tiredness, which we all feel when we do something for a long time. Exercise can tire us out but not stress us out. Now the stress is hitting me and it's manifesting in physical form: I'm twitching, blinking excessively, extra sensitive to loud noises, can't enjoy food, and can't sit still any longer. It didn't help that I drank a lot of caffeine this week.
Today my intent was to finish the socket.io material so I can begin the next acronym of the MEAN stack: MongoDB. It's like MySQL except it doesn't use a workbench like MySQL Workbench. I wish I could go into further detail but unfortunately I didn't make it there today.
On the plus hand I am finally picking up sockets. I was dreading it all week but it only took me a day to figure it out. I managed to complete one assignment and a quiz related to that before taking off to get much needed sleep. I got home last night at 1AM, I'm sleeping today at 11PM. That should help a little to balance out.
I should remind myself that I'm loving this. It's hard, one of the hardest courses I have ever taken and yet I love it more than anything I took in college and gaining so much confidence in my ability to pick up the latest tech requirements to get a job and do something amazing with my life. I spend the last few months of college partying, dreading the day I graduate and then figuring out what to do next with my life. Over at this bootcamp I'm only six weeks away from finishing this and even though I don't have anything planned for the near future I have never been more confidence that everything will turn out fine.
So now it's time for some sleep.
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